BITTER HEART

bitter heart by zee avi

Sun rays come down as seen when they hit the ground,
Children spinning around till they fall down down down.
I wait for you: it's been two hours now,
You're still somewhere in town,
Your dinners getting cold.
I rest my case you are always this late,
And you know how much I hate waiting around 'round 'round,

Bitter heart, bitter heart tries to keep it all inside,
Bitter heart, bitter heart shadows will help you try to hide,
Bitter heart, my bitter heart is gettin' just a little fragile,

Bitter heart, bitter heart of mine.

And then you come and tell me the same reason as you did yesterday,
So tell me whats her name.
Doo doo da dum, doo doo da dum, doo doo doo doo doo doo da da dum dum, da da da da dum, da da da da dum, da da da da dum.

Bitter heart, bitter heart tries to keep it all inside
Bitter heart, bitter heart shadows will help you try to hide,
Bitter heart, my bitter heart is just getting a little fragile,
Bitter heart, bitter heart of mine, of mine, of mine, of mine, of mine, of mine.

THINKING OF YOU

Comparisons are easily done
Once you've had a taste of perfection
Like an apple hanging from a tree
I picked the ripest one, I still got the seed

You said move on, where do I go?
I guess second best is all I will know

'Cause when I'm with him I am thinking of you
(Thinking of you, thinking of you)
Thinking of you, what you would do
If you were the one who was spending the night
(Spending the night, spending the night)
Oh, I wish that I was looking into your eyes

You're like an Indian summer in the middle of winter
Like a hard candy with a surprise center
How do I get better once I've had the best?
You said there's tons of fish in the water, so the waters I will test

He kissed my lips, I taste your mouth, oh!
(Taste your mouth)
He pulled me in, I was disgusted with myself

'Cause when I'm with him I am thinking of you
(Thinking of you, thinking of you)
Thinking of you, what you would do
If you were the one who was spending the night
(Spending the night, spending the night)
Oh, I wish that I was looking into

You're the best, and yes, I do regret
How I could let myself let you go
Now, now the lesson's learned
I touched it, I was burned
Oh, I think you should know!

'Cause when I'm with him I am thinking of you
(Thinking of you, thinking of you)
Thinking of you, what you would do
If you were the one who was spending the night
(Spending the night, spending the night)
Oh, I wish that I was looking into your, your eyes
Looking into your eyes, looking into your eyes

Oh, won't you walk through?
And bust in the door and take me away?
Oh, no more mistakes
'Cause in your eyes I'd like to stay, stay

*best music and best video clip and also nice lyric
special ded8 to nani...

tq so much :D

sweet memory wif sum1 i love soo much...even juz spent tym wif him juz around a few minutes but i really appreciate it...i juz folow alan my neighbour lepaking @KL cz juz want to meet him...so many halangan n dugaan before goin to KL...alan n me gerak from seremban around 9pm...then we arrive in SK and stay there while waiting bobo from cheras...actually med folo sekali but med bz doin his assignment in cyberia...while waiting bobo i juz on9 playing fb and so on...then when bobo sampai bobo ask want to take his shower first...wargh so sad...but i'm still can wait cz nani not push me to faster...then we planned goin to pavilion to watching muvee....for first planning we want to watching muvee @OU...but there don't hv any midnyte muvee...paling lewat pon 11pm bla bla bla...so we cancel goin to OU then we planning to watching muvee @Pavilion bcz nani tgk muvee kt sne gak :)emph...otw goin to KL med call to pick up him @cyberia bcz he want to follow us...so we go first to cyberia...while waiting med alan ask to nani buy our ticket muvee first...love u syg...then we strait goin to Pavilion using MEX highway....so happy bcz jln x sesak...then sampai pavilion alan ask to call nani..then after call nani strait dtg @GSC...so happy yg xterkate...he so cml bcz he wearing my t-shirt dat i present to him...juz lepaking there borak2 before we goin to watching muvee...nani tgk GI Joe wif his friend and i tgk i love you beth cooper wif alan med n bobo...then after muvee we goin to lepak @NZ Garden Cafe untill sahur...then stay @BB while waiting nani..then @615am ktorg gerak blk cj..cz bobo and med pon da tertido2 dlm kereta...645 smpi la saye di hostel...btw sgt enjoy lepak ng korg even first tym hang out ng korg...sgt best !!!! tenkz a lot and special credit to alan also :)

*sgt best dpt jmpe u syg...next tym kte jumpe lagi k...even u bz plz don't forge me k..
i trime sje u even ape keadaan pon...
love u nani...you belong wif me....

B.E.R.C.I.N.T.A

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kaku aku melihat mu sedangkan aku mahu kau tahu
dengar kata ku aku cinta padamu
benci padamu cinta padamu

sakitnya aku membenci kamu
sakit lagi mencintaimu
dan aku pergi tapi kembali
benci aku mencintai dirimu
ku benci?. kamu?
aku cinta?.kamu?

ingatkah lagi waktu kau bersama ku
kaku aku melihat mu
sedangkan aku mahu kau tahu
dengar kata ku
aku cinta padamu
benci padamu
padamu?..

ingatkah lagi waktu kau bersamaku
kaku aku melihat muBenarkanku tuk berbicara
bicara terus ke hatimu?..hatimu..
hati yang penuh rasa ragu
jangan terus pergi tanpa mendengar ku
begitu mudah untuk kau terus berlalu nanti dulu
berikanlah waktu untuk aku untuk kamu


ingatkah lagi waktu kau bersamaku
kaku aku melihat mu
lidah kelu sedangkan aku mahu kau tahu
aku cinta padamu, benci padamu, cinta padamu

ke tepi lihat ku berlalu
pasti itu yang terbaik untuk ku
tiada lagi mahu ku tahu
tentang hidup kamu tentang mati kamu
aku tahu engkau tahu apa yang mataku tahu
apa yang kau tunggu mahu aku buka pintu

ingatkah lagi waktu kau bersama ku
kaku aku melihat mu sedangkan aku mahu kau tahu
dengar kata ku aku cinta padamu
benci padamu cinta padamu

sakitnya aku membenci kamu
sakit lagi mencintaimu
dan aku pergi tapi kembali
benci aku mencintai dirimu
ku benci?. kamu?
aku cinta?.kamu?

ingatkah lagi waktu kau bersama ku
kaku aku melihat mu
sedangkan aku mahu kau tahu
dengar kata ku
aku cinta padamu
benci padamu
padamu?..

ingatkah lagi waktu kau bersamaku
kaku aku melihat mu
lidah kelu sedangkan aku mahu kau tahu
aku cinta padamu
aku benci padamu
aku cinta aku benci
padamu
lidah kelu sedangkan aku mahu kau tahu
aku cinta padamu
aku benci padamu
aku cinta aku benci
padamu

mate x ley lelap bz tgk sponta n blogger boy bermen fb berlawan comment wif mira n aida
sambil mdgr lagu kuat...tbe keluar lagu ni...huhu lirik ye st best tuk aku
btw sgt mnt ng faizal tahir his performance wa so cool n mantop !!!
lagu2 sgt best n his vocal sgt2 dan termatlah best tuk ddgr
smbil dgr teringt dia n diz song ddc8 for him :P

today

tiada yg menarik hari ni...juz waktu siang byk menghabiskan mase dlm bilik...dok mlyn cerite korea...sambil melayan fb..bermen barn buddy,restaurant city,farmviile,per society,smyg zhr smbil tu diganggu oleh kakak dominos yg dok ketuk2 pintu...mule2 mls nak bukak tp bukak gak soh aku jd mmber la tu la ni la n byr rm20...hahaha mmg murh tp cm xplan so reason aku kate x withdraw money ag...ngeh3!!!then bace online paper tgk salam perantauan dari student2 oversea...huhu sgt best r mereka...then xtau nak watpe...tdo jap...smbil mesej teha maz tnye ke class ke x...then bgn smbung blk on9...berym ng nab n aida...then siap2 tuk kebazar ramadhan putrajaya tuk 'membeli juadah berbuke puase' bak kate nab...huhuhu....then berbuke di depan masjid putrajaya wif aida mira ena nab ida efan teha maz erin kwn teha abg sab deng sapit...emph sape ag ek rasenye da sebut sume...haaa 1 lagi zul lmbt dtg...then blk ke cj...tuk maghrib n isya...plan nk g gak terawikh...tp xjadi...huhu sumpah jaat glr...then ke almnda tmn ena ke lovely lace baby tuk beli present anak kazennyer...huhu sgt chumil glr...then blk cj beli mknan tuk dimkn dlm bilik plan cm mls nak kuar sahur...then sampai je blk shiela kol ena...ajak lepak ng ika and sha kwn shiela...hahahah...rse mls p dsbbkan esk xde class so aku merajenkan diri...ouh yeah !!! lepak smpi pkl 12am...plan nak g putrajaya bergmbr tp xtau la teremo alst mnt and x jadi g...then sambung on9 dok bermen game di fb..sambil dgn smgtnye mndgr lagu rye...semntre nak tunggu clbr8 bday sapy di SK...tp dsbbkn mate x thn trlelap gak aku...then pkl 3am dikjutkan oleh ena...siap2 n trn bwh seperti biase di zebra crossing...bersahur sekali kat sne...then otw blk cj tbe2 terlayan dgn lagu nie....hahaha lirik dia aku sukerr....dgrkanla yerk :D

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Terasa sedihku bila tiada mu
Apakah ini dinamakan cinta oh
Menjadi aku yang punya

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Sayang kamu

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august yg bz tp best

pic ni sume tym jualan for online games under convofest
ktorg dak2 sekretariat diamanahkan tuk mmbuat jualan dat tym
tp mlgnye makcik kat kedai FOM dok bukak kedai hari tu
so ktorg agk rugi hari tu
sgt sedey penat gak dok wat preparation
wat jualan 1st and 2nd aug
last2 mereka wat kenduri rmi dok mkn yg balance2
mcm dadih pizza sandwich kopok lekor bla bla bla
bwh ni plak pic aku keletihan and tertidor atas krusi tym hari jualan 1st day
ok mmg bughuk tq la sapit cz candid pic aku nie k

pic ni plak tym convofest day1
tym2 ni dak2 FOM & FOE grad
tym ni aku xde pon task2 yg perlu dibuat
so aku dok pulun tdo kat bl cz sgt letey cz
dat tym mid sem break tp aku xblk lgsg cz byk keje yg perlu dibereskan
dok kne g skewl sal seminar spm kne g ke hto bukak booth
itu ini tau cuti sem aku da abes
da pkl 1pm baru aku gerak ke campus tuk tgk ape berlaku
and 1 more thing nak claim coupon cz komiti dpt coupon tuk mkn
smpi situ dptla tgk dak2 grad ni kuar so dpt bergmbr ng bal acap iki kak zaida
btw congrtaes pd mereka2 yg da grad termsk ba;a sory xdpt dtg tym ko convo
then smpt tgk giant chess nye event dpt tgk reptille nye exibition
mlm tu plak dok kne g hto and then blk cmpus prepare jualan tuk kt futsl :D

2nd day of convofest lak ktorg dak2 sekretariat diamanahkan plak
tuk wat futsal tournament under convofest gal
huhu mmg penat and x tdo lgsg dok prepare sume then blk mkndi nad trs siap2 ke HTO
seawal jam 7am ktorg da smpi kt hto subang
tym ni sgt best naseb ade dynat shiela doory and dak komiti KS dtg tuk jualan
ena shedot lee aspar arie and len2dok komiti tuk futsal
tenkz gak kat arip jadi runner aku tym tu tau mmg ko pnt kan
then tenkz kat aida and cy dok dtg tlg back up sket2 tym jualan
then kat ida pon tenkz cz tlg back up bwa mknan ktorg and tmbhn brg2 yg xckp
tenkz la kat sume teha mas sapit abg sab deng acap intan ela ap nizar filzah mai
and sory kalo ade name2 yg aku xsebut...btw sekretariat sgt best !!!
atleats event futsal ni berjln gak ng success nye :)

last event on august adalah seminar SPM
mule2 perjlnannyer agak slow...
tp semakin smgt ble byk particpant yg kol nak join...
penat gak la ke sana ke sini tuk collect duit dri student
dok antar flyers cari student
dgn memakaki bju korporat yg sgt panas and agak skema tp smart :)
2 weeks b4 event sgt bz mmbntu ida tuk event nie
sory sgt last mnt dpt tau hari yg sme kat umh aku ade majlis ckr jambul for my niece
then terpakse blk umh tlg ape yg ptt
and blk semule ke cj and then blk semule ke seremban
btw korg sume sgt hebat and happening
best cz dpt partcipant yg rmi dlm 378 org student kan
atas tu pic lecture hall FOM kebanggan ku
sori x upload lecture hall FIT :p
end of story now tym to focus on study
assignment mid term sume
and tym tu berpuase yerk :)

M.E.M.O.R.Y

nothing much to say...juz want to ask many questions...but i'm not suppose to ask here...why all diz happened to me...emph plizz move on from me...xlarat,xsuker,nyampah pon ade,geli po ade,meluat pon ade sumenyer ade...pliz understand me...juz setia pd sum1 and sgt syg kat dier..xmungkin akan move kat org len dgn secepat mungkin...even 1 day aku xde pape pon ng dia...aku lebey rela single drpd dpt pengganti yg mcm tu...but 11thing...to sum1...juz plek kenape senyap tbe2 ???why3???emph xtau ape salah aku...wargh tekanan gak ble pk kan bnde2 nie sume...almost 2 month kte close...and then pergi dgn tbe...without any reason...cisss...hadoyai...sms 24 hours...sumtym on da phone...lepak kadang...spent tym @ 2place...goin to special event in my campus...itu ini...sume yg best2...aku bengang....betulkah sbb itu dia mndiamkan diri...xptt aku nak salahkan org len...ssyes miss all about that...pergi secare tbe2...trying to keep on sms but of cz dont hv any respond from da person ...so sad...dle dah mcm beri harapan...carring and everything bout me...ker aku jer yg perasan sorg...pdhal dia xde pape pon...tp mcm x mungkin...emph...so what i must to do now ???ok start today...plzzz stop to perli2 aku about diz sume...xlarat nak dgr and nak handle sume....seyes xsalah aku kuar ng laki len..and x semesti ble aku bek ng sum1 kuar ng sum1 aku ade affair ng dia...pliz jgn cetek sgt pemikiran korg...for ur info sume...currentlly aku juz ade sum1 very2 special in my life...1 day if aku break up wif diz guy...cayela aku xkan move kat sape2...and trying to be single...untill cte2 skandal la itu la inila...mcm2 bnde sal aku da senyap...ok enough !!!
~the end~